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Why Am I In Hospital

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If you follow me on social media or regular follower of my blog, you would of noticed me saying I am inpatient at a hospital, nothing more, well the truth is I am in rehabilitation programme for functional neurological disorder. Now you thinking what’s that, other names short abbreviations NEAD (non epileptic attack disorder), dissociative […]

anxiety

The Struggles 

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Where do I begin, well this isn’t all roses and daises blog post, real life, no fairy dust, filter, or any pretence. So often online, we only see the great stuff on peoples social media, for me I don’t mind having a rant on my social media, as I am not someone who only puts […]

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Anxiety On The Rise

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Dogs hairs and all on my tracksuit in the pic, with Holly gracing her presence, don’t you just love her floppy ears. Something that niggles at me, is how much anxiety gets exposure, but not always the full picture. How anxiety came form when someone is housebound, had a form of trauma, stressful jobs, peer […]

lifestyle

The Dreaded Brown Envelope

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The dreaded brown envelope, every person who deals with Disability Living Allowance, PIP, Employment Support Allowance you know it comes through your door, it’s the instant feeling of anxiety, for my UK people. We go through every ray of emotion. I should explain if you not familiar with this, it’s basically benefits for people who […]

health

In My Feelings

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When you suffer with chronic illnesses, and mental health you always trying to balance the two, pain management with chronic pains, dealing with the endless hospital appointments, doctors appointment, nurses appointments, doing exercises that you can manage, trying to stay up beat even when every fibre in you is like no. I know things could […]

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Scatterbrain

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Oh my where has the time gone, cannot believe it has been couple months since I’ve last posted, it’s not like I haven’t had anything to post, just been scatterbrain. The photo above of Holly, her right leg (left one in real life, but saying it through the picture perspective to save confusion) has little […]

health

What’s Been Happening. Update

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Not been on here for awhile, nor have been online as much. It seems every time something finishes  another problem arises always. Recently I injured my knee just so happened to be my dodgy knee, which was caused by a seizure, won’t go into details just know I been in a lot of pain like […]