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In My Feelings

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When you suffer with chronic illnesses, and mental health you always trying to balance the two, pain management with chronic pains, dealing with the endless hospital appointments, doctors appointment, nurses appointments, doing exercises that you can manage, trying to stay up beat even when every fibre in you is like no. I know things could […]

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End Of Daily Blogging Month

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My everyday blogging of July has come to an end, as I missed a day out, thought I make up for it today, just general round-up. Can’t say it’s been easy blogging everyday, minus the one day, it’s been challenging to say the least, might seem easy putting up couple of pics and some text, […]

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Behind The Illness

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This will be open frank post, I need to be honest as so many times people see pictures on instagram think you life is great or somewhat together. When really for me the pics above is true representation of me, however you cannot see the hot water that is beside me. Being in constant pain, […]

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Coming Or Going

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My presence online hasn’t been much as normal, can’t say my life has been crazy hectic that’s why, however just been ill a lot recently with other things, nothing life threatening don’t worry, no “don’t cry for me Argentina” moments. And if I’m honest my mood is like don’t know if I am coming or […]

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Rainy Days

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Off days on days it can be all haze for me a lot of the times, but even on off day it’s drizzling with rain, the sounds of droplets hitting the ground, the smell of dampness, hair going frizzy from the rain, you looking a mess, but just for moment you pause and take in […]

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Failure. Tough On Myself

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I’ve been missing in the blogsphere, not posted, hardly read any blogs. It’s been a tough month. Just every time I go to blog I either get really emotional just shut off the blog as it reminds me of dear person that passed away who always loved my blog posts, click here to read my […]

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Portrait Of Life

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Living with chronic illnesses is draining mentally and physically. Often wishing I could just switch it off, have peace. I can’t remember last time I’ve been to social event. That’s why I can’t exactly blog about events or social things as truth be told I don’t go out. So I concentrate on what I can […]

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Natural Tears. It’s Okay To Cry.

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Looking and just watching the world go by, seasons past and I am still stuck here. Isolated long periods of time, I know people will just say oh just go out etc problem is not that simple A. I can’t travel/go out alone due to my health B. I don’t really have many people to […]

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Dear Open Diary

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In these last couple of months life has thrown me back and not in good way. I had plans on doing certain things however couldn’t due to my unpredictable health. Even now I find myself feeling left out as I just don’t have the energy and I still have underlining health issues that seems to […]