anxiety

It’s Good To Offload

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If you read yesterdays blog post you know I was feeling some kind of way, so today spoke to the carer agency and said how I felt, with other problems been having, felt like she listened to me, took it on board, and did apologise, I felt reassured. Just now still have pleb of social worker, […]

anxiety

Being Out Of Control

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I hate being out of control, bad enough my own body is not in my control. But when the simple things like consulting you when carer changing to different one on certain day, wishing I had been spoken, I hate surprises, sudden changes, unless it’s the good kind. Feeling like a child, just wanting to […]

cfs

Can’t Beat A Pub Lunch

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Chilling with nice cool cider and munching down pub meal, happy days. I had the pie and chips which was tasty, did slip little something for the doggy as his eyes was pierced onto the food, only time well behaved when food in front of him, complete angel, when no food he was like he […]

crafts

WHSmith Stationery Mini Haul

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Treated myself to few things, as went out with my carer the other day. If you read my last post if not click here, you will know my mood been on the low spectrum, so thought buy couple things that I like, my love for stationery, also thought about it be good for my snailmail/penpals. Yes […]

cfs

Depression. Suicidal

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This is personal very honest post, I know family members will be upset I didn’t turn to them, but if I am honest I feel ashamed, like why you are you down. I didn’t want a speech or anything. Depression is ugly thing, disturbing thoughts, battling with myself physically and mentally. It’s a challenge, yesterday […]

cfs

Behind The Illness

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This will be open frank post, I need to be honest as so many times people see pictures on instagram think you life is great or somewhat together. When really for me the pics above is true representation of me, however you cannot see the hot water that is beside me. Being in constant pain, […]

bloggers

Dazed And Confused.

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Looking through my pics I saw this one and knew straight away needed to use this one, thankfully I’ve not used this specific photo before on my blog. Honestly you can feel lost in this blogging community, I would love to go blogging events and events in general meet people, have that interaction. But it’s […]

depression

Boo Who!

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Sorry pre warn you this isn’t a sunny fashion happy go lucky blog post. My moods are more erratic due to my stupid stubbornness of not getting one of my medication that ran out, that’s long story, and no it isn’t the ones that treat my manic depression. And due to personal things why I […]

2011

End Of The Year. Random But Short!!

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I won’t be doing New Year Resolution’s post, as I feel my life is forever changing, whether it’s me having less anxiety, less falls, less flare ups more flare ups. Accepting more and more of my condition (fibromyalgia), working around it, knowing that my depression can be handled or at least not to take it […]

child

HK And Me

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Hello Kitty and me, buddies till the end. Sleeps in my bed, oh yes it does. It’s my snuggle buddy when I’m feeling really ill, and oh worries me feelings haha. Of course decor for my bed to. Also have another teddy, but Fraser is unavailable at the moment, having a snooze. I am aware […]