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Happy Birthday To Me

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Today is my birthday, I am now officially 30. For so long was dreading this date as wanted of achieved more by time I got to this age, but sadly my 20’s is when my illness struck, but was grateful had the best 21st birthday and had time to enjoy myself to the max before […]

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Birthday Celebration Selfie

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My everyday blog post in July, I know naughty me didn’t blog yesterday, I do have valid reason why. The pic above is the selfie I took with my phone so excuse the poor quality, may of notice I posted it on instagram too, if you following me already then come on press that follow […]

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It’s Good To Offload

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If you read yesterdays blog post you know I was feeling some kind of way, so today spoke to the carer agency and said how I felt, with other problems been having, felt like she listened to me, took it on board, and did apologise, I felt reassured. Just now still have pleb¬†of social worker, […]

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Being Out Of Control

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I hate being out of control, bad enough my own body is not in my control. But when the simple things like consulting you when carer changing to different one on certain day, wishing I had been spoken, I hate surprises, sudden changes, unless it’s the good kind. Feeling like a child, just wanting to […]

20's

The Countdown Begins

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So the countdown begins, to what you wonder, well I be turning the big THREE ZERO on the 20th July. If you have noticed I have been blogging everyday this month so far, as set myself a challenge that spurred me on by the fact entering the next chapter, and hope to continue, no I […]

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Sunday Chill Day

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Today has been nice chilled day, started my progressive muscle relaxation I be doing separate blog post about that, as only just started today, meant to of started from Saturday but spent of my day napping as had busy Friday, so I was wiped out, generally been like this all weekend. I was having nice […]

Challenge

Weekly Photo Challenge: Symbol

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So often I see these amazing photos, as wander around wordpress, little did I know there was a challenge¬†every week, wide variety of bloggers would submit their pics according to the challenge that week, as it changes weekly. I thought finally I participate. This week challenge is symbol, instant thought was the cross, for me […]

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From Sender

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Didn’t realise the time, I always seem to mess up with my time keeping, can be over ambitious with it. This evening been doing my letters, as been rubbish penpal, so finally getting back on my grind, as it’s something I enjoy, and hopefully deliver a smile to the person. This is one of them […]

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Keep Me Sane Doggy

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Say hello to my little friend, although may of notice this pic is from instagram, I thought it was fitting for this blog post today. My partner thought it be great idea to go out, buy couple of things from my local high street, but this was during peak time of school kids coming out, […]

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With My Thoughts

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There’s something about parks, gardens, lakes, ponds I love. Getting fresh air, being in peaceful environment. Helps me clear my mind, I’ve always been like this, it’s my escapism, often through the darkest times of my life I’ve found solitude in these places. So when I am able to go somewhere like this, even though […]